Allow your self to open the door to why. Ask questions and find your wonder.
Many of us quit asking why when we were young. Why???? For me, it was because I got into so much trouble. When I joined the workforce, my ideas were not valued and if I went to my employer with one, I was shown the door.
Rejection hurts, disappointing the ones we love hurts and sooner or later many of us stop thinking, stop wondering and asking questions.
A huge part of my success in growing as a person was this discovery. It was all about them. Perhaps they felt threatened, I am sure there are many reasons for it and in your situation, I am sure there are many more. The reason is not as important as the realization that,
It is not you, it was not you. It is ok to ask why, wonder and as a child look at everything as it were the first time!